Sober

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest...Or the girl who never wants to be alone...I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning'...Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home.... The sun is blindingI stayed up again....Oh, I'm finding That's not the way I want my story to end...I'm safe up high, Nothing can touch me...Why do I feel this party's over?No pain inside....You're my protection...But how do I feel this good sober?I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence.. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth...Please don't tell me that we had that conversation' Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use? The night is calling...And it whispers to me softly, "come play"I am falling...And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame....I'm safe up high, Nothing can touch meBut why do I feel this party's over?No pain inside...You're like perfectionBut how do I feel this good sober?Comin' down, comin' down, comin' down,Spinnin' round, spinnin' round, spinnin' roundLooking for myself,SoberComin' down, comin' down, comin' down,Spinnin' round, spinnin' round, spinnin' roundLooking for myself,SoberWhen it's good, then it's goodIt's all good 'till it goes bad'Till you try to find the you that you once hadI have heard myself cry, never again!Broken down in agonyJust trying to find a friend...I'm safe up high, Nothing can touch me...Why do I feel this party's over?WhoahhhNo pain insideYou're like perfectionBut how do I feel this good sober...I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me...Why do I feel this party's over?Why do I feel this party's over?No pain inside, you're like perfection...But how do I feel this good sober?Why do I feel this party's over?Will I ever feel this good sober?